A Special Status

There has always and is still a feeling a sense of emptyness, a sense of non-accomplishement. Put yourself against the likes of Bill Gates, Larry Page, Sergey Brin, Carl Lewis, Marian Jones and many such others. The comparison might be a bit far fetched. So put yourself against the people who have made it to the Olympiads, the people who have published papers in journals, the sports people who compete at the national or even the state level. This sense of the non-accomplishement will set in. A feeling of what are we doing in life will be the question? It is very often said that everybody is born for a reason. How many of us have found that reason?
In my case, I am yet to find the answer. This blog might probably be a lot depressing for all those who are as I am, but unfortunately this is the truth. The only way to come out is find the reason or if we can create the reason for our existance.
To be honest the reason for me asking such questions is that I would like to be remembered for something substantial and great after my imminent death.