Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Attitude Changing Inspite of Restraint

I have been going through a phase which I have never encountered in my life. First, I have this sense of emptiness, then an attack of blabber mouth and now I have fallen prey to a very offensive, argumentative attitude and a sense of disgust. This is going from bad to worse. Something is seriously wrong with me.
One thing that is working in my favour is that I am realizing this even before someone can point it out to me. Therefore, I am still in control and not let these traits take control of me. Therefore, I think it will just be a matter of time before I can completely control the same. This is the only hope I have.
Have anyone else out there have been through a similar phase in life? If yes, let me know how you dealt with the same. That may probably help me too.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i can understand your mental state- in fact, i have also undergone this.
it is just a case of you restraining yourself from doing something that you inner conscience craves for. But you have a stiff outer persona which thinks otherwise.
Just try to be calm and then analyse which is correct and which is wrong(i mean the feelings).
i would suggest you to go for long walks and have talks with old and wise people(those who know you).